Izumi MIYAMURA

This Hori girl is kinda weird.

There’s no distance. I’ve never been this close to someone before. In my life. Boundaries don’t apply to us, and I used to be terrified of that. It shook me to my core. Hori. But you know … because of you, I felt a whirlwind of emotions I wasn’t even aware I could feel. I don’t think either of us realized how nerve-wracking simply being yourself around other people could be. No fronts. Just us. Gradually breaking down our walls. But you made me realize that and then some. And I find myself asking, “What can I do for you?” How many ways can I make you smile? You’re one of the strongest people I know. Yet still so fragile. So delicate. So precious. INstead of a shadow, bringt, sunny days are what follow behind you. My whole life, the only person I knew this well, was myself. I was oblivious to how breathtaking the world could truly be. Then you came in and shattered my reality. Thank you. You told me you wanted a future with me. Thank you.

I’m staying right here. Until you don’t need me, or get sick and tired of looking at me, or flat out tell me to, “buzz off”. I’ll stay wherever you are, Hori. I’m not going anywhere.

I have your smile in my life, and that’s enough to keep me clam and moving forward.

Even if it’s difficult first starting out, I think you have the potential to be friends with anybody. It’s hard, but not impossible.